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Goodbye....So Long
08.16.04 (5:12 am)   [edit]

Goodbye tBlog and all your bullshit. I'll be away from you...forever. I'll be on another site, where the bullshit rarely exists. I can't even put an emoticon without you erasing my whole entire entry. I'm tired and severely annoyed. Have a nice life everyone!


Renee

 
When Nothing's Gone Right...What Else Is There To Lose?
08.10.04 (10:15 pm)   [edit]
:cry:

I'm losing the only thing that's real in my life. I lied to him, the only man I love, the only person who ever truly knew who I was, I lied to him. He found out, of course he did. He won't forgive me right now, he doesn't want me. He wants to break up. I didn't want it to be this way, I never wanted it to be this way. The pain running through me right now is making it so hard to type...it's making it so hard to breathe and I can't vent to anyone or anywhere else...I need to vent here. How do I prove to him I'm going to change what I did and make it better? How do you make a person want to be with you? I suppose you can't. It's killing me...he's my true love. I love Theo...I love him. How do I let go of that? How can I say I'm better off? I'm not, I never will be. I don't see how he could be...I love him, he loves me. We've been together for so long, it's not right when we're not together. It's not right when we're unhappy. It's not right...

Renee
 
It Hurts...A LOT
08.08.04 (8:58 am)   [edit]

Jason

I can't say much...It hurts a lot. I found out through Amanda and it killed me. Like she said, I don't know you personally, but you were still a good friend of mine. You were so less drama filled. You were always in good spirits everytime I talked to you. I'd be sad, you'd always find some way to bring a smile to my face. You never forgot anything, you were always there. I don't know what to think about this, all I can say is that my heart goes out to you and your family coping with this. As Amanda said, I'll see you one day, whenever we meet, and I know you'll be there. I'll never forget our conversations about life, how much you made me think about everything that I do. I've made some dumb decisions in my life, I knew you'd always smarten me up. Thank you for that...I love you.

R.I.P. Jason Lee O'Maley, Born : December 4th, 1986. Died : August 7th, 2004.


That took a lot out of me, I have nothing else to say....

Renee

 
Muahahaha
08.04.04 (12:41 pm)   [edit]

Survey for those in Long Distance Relationships


You know the deal, fill out the questions and send it out. Your friends will then fill it out too if they are in the situation. Otherwise, who cares?



Remember : THIS ALL APPLIES TO THE OTHER PERSON AND ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP


Persons full name : Theodore something something.
Nicknames : Theo, Teddy, lots of others.
Petname you gave them : Baby, Stud...Lots of others.
Their birthdate : 9/1
Their sign : I forget...
Their age : 17...he's younger than me.
Height : 6'1"
Weight : 150.
Eye Color : Mmmm
Contacts or Glasses or Normal : Normal.
Dentures or Braces or anything : Normal.
Hair Color : Red.
Where is their birth mark : His waist. 
What size shoe : 15.
What bra/penis size : 9 3/4.
What size shirt does this person usually wear : X-large...he's a big boy.
Do they wear light or dark colors : Dark.
If its a girl...thongs or normal :
If its a guy boxers or briefs :  Boxers.


How many siblings : Three.
How old are they : Young.
Best family member : His mom.
Parents married or divorced : Married.
Do their parents approve of you : Yes.
Grandparents alive : No.
Did anybody in their famiyl die before : Yes...


How many people has this person dated previously : I don't know, I couldn't care if he dated 100 other women before me, he's mine now.
Do their exes constantly want them back : A few have, they don't have him now.
Do you haet their exes : No, I don't know them.
Are they a virgin : No.
How far have they gone with their exes : Um...I've been with Theo for over four years. He'd be quit ehte slut if he went too far at 12 or 13.
Are they ugly : No, Theo is hott.
Did they date ugly people : I don't know.
Who is the last person they dated : Some chick.


Are you in love : Very.
Do you see yourslef goin far with them : We already have gone far.
Have you met yet : Yes.
D o you tlak on the phone : Yes.
Do you have cyber sex : We have, sometimes we do for fun...I'll be honest.
Do you have phone sex : Yes.
Is it hot : Hell yes, I love hearing him.
Do you wish yo u would : Yeah.
Whens the last time you talke d : This morning.
Whens the last time you had phone sex : Two days ago.
Whens the last time youcybered : A week ago.
Do you think about sex alot with this person : Mmhmm.


Whats your fave part about this person : I love everything.
What do you find most attractive about this person : Everything.
Whats their best feature : All.
On a scale 1-10 rate them : 10.
What would you change bout them : Nothing, why would I?
Would you marry this person : Yes, and I WILL marry him.
How long have you been together : Over four years.
Did you ever break up during the time : Yes.
Ever cheat on eachother : Yes.
Have you ever wanted to cheat or come close : Yes.
Where do they live : A few states away.
Is that far from where you live : Kinda.
Will you ever meet : Yeah.
Whats your biggest fear about meetin : Well, my biggest fear was if he'd like the way I looked.
Do you think its meant to be : It is meant to be.


Do people know bout your relationship : Yes.
Do they care : Why would they?
Is it a str8 or gay relationship : Straight.
Do you have their pictures : Everywhere.
Do you love the way they look : Mmmhmm, he's a sexy guy.
Do they love the way you look : He told me he does.
Rate their looks 1-10 : 10.
Do people ever call your person hot : Yes.
Are you a jealous person : I can be.
Do you ever get too attached or are you : I am attached to the guy.
Are you possessive : Very.
Do you control your person : No, why would I?


Do they have a cell phone : Yes.
Do they have any pets : Yes. I love his puppy.
Whats their fave hobby : He likes to sail...he has a boat.
What do they plan to do with their life or what do they do: He's into business, politics.
Do they smoke : No.
Do they drink : Sometimes.
Have they done any of the 2 : Yes.


Do you trust them with your life : Why wouldn't I?
Do you trust them not to cheat : Yes I do.
Do they know your password : Yes.
DO you ever go on their s/n : We share a screenname sometimes.


Do they masturbate : Yes.
Do you masturbate thinkin bout them : Fuck yeah.
Do you wish you could fuck them 24 hours a day : Mmmhmmm!


Whats their fave color : Red.
fave drink : Sprite.
fave tv show : Anything weird.
fave animal : Dog.
fave food : Chinese.


Do they dress slutty or conservative : Very slutty mmmm.



Glad this is over : Yeah, but it was fun.
Will you last forever : Yes.
If you dont will you hate yourself for saying that you will : No.


by the way   if 1 filled it out the other should 2

 
Do Friends Exist?
08.03.04 (1:22 pm)   [edit]
[b]Andrew[/b]

You've been an asshole to everyone. I used to think of you as a good friend, I used to think you were pretty cool. You used to be nice. You used to be someone I could talk to....You might think I'm a whore, I don't care. I hate you, Andrew.


[b]My New Life[/b]

I leave in 21 days...I can't wait. It'll be a bitch moving though. My parents are driving me down there. My father isn't too thrilled of the idea since he has to take off from work then. I leave in exactly three weeks...We have to leave at like three in the morning just to get there on time and I'm not looking forward to that drive....it'll take forever. My parents drive me crazy, I hate their music selection. They listen to oldies the whole time, I'd rather drive myself. They insist that they help me. Then....they're coming back the next day to bring my car. Jesus christ. I miss my roommates. I haven't talked to them in a few days. Jess called me the other night but my parents tied up the phone and I wasn't home. I have to call her back sometime today, she's so nice. I can tell we'll be the closest when we're all living together. It'll be a cramped living space though let me tell you. I'm sure we'll all brawl. The best part being mostly everyone is taken so that way we don't have to worry about privacy with hook ups and shit. Theo promised to visit for a day. I hope he does.

[b]Theodore[/b]

It sucks with us both going away to college and we'll still be able to talk, just not as much. He has the day off so I'm on the phone with him right now, he sounds so cute. I love his voice. I remember the first time we talked on the phone, I think hearing his voice just made me die. We had a weird ass conversation about deli meat, don't ask why. I think it was just the whole awkwardness thing. I mean we started going out and then we talked on the phone a week after. I was afraid of the whole long distance relationship thing, I was afraid I'd cheat on him. I don't know, I'm not a cheater. I think it was just because I knew I'd want. I wanted him though, I fell in love even though I was young. He's the greatest. I love you Theo.



Renee
 
Annoyed.
08.01.04 (8:29 am)   [edit]
I hate my friends at times, they don't care about me. They don't care about my problems so fuck them. My best friend isn't even my real best friend. She runs off with every fucking guy she sees and attempts to throw it in my fucking face, yeah, good luck sweetie. I don't care if Theo doesn't live here or not, I'm not jealous of you and I never fucking will be. I love my relationship and I love Theo. You fucking whore.

[b]My New Life[/b]

I leave in like 3 weeks it seems like, if not sooner. I might have to move in sooner for some odd reason. That's fine though, I'll go into town and party. I think that's what I'll enjoy most, some fucking freedom. I hate when my parents tell me what I can do and when I can come home. I came home at 4 in the morning today, they bitched me out. They sat up all night fucking waiting for me. Why would you? I'm old enough to make my own decisions. I never did anything wrong by them. I don't do drugs, I don't drink very fucking often. Drinking is on a very rare occasion. I just like to dance, Theo trusts me, maybe they should trust me too. I can't wait to move into my dorm room....

[b]Theo[/b]

I only had 10 minutes to talk to him yesterday. I had a lot to do. I had to meet up with my so called friends and go to a few clubs. I know I shouldn't do too much clubbing because I'm in a relationship but I'm not doing anything with any guys, I just kinda dance with my friends, no harm in that right? I just enjoy getting out and listening to music. There's nothing else to do that's cheap anymore. The movies now these days suck. There's no fun in renting movies and video games. I don't feel like going and doing like putt-putt, skating or something. I don't like doing much of anything anymore because everything is so fucking expensive and it's not worth it. I need a life. When I get to Florida, I'm hitting the fucking beaches and stuff. I need something new.

[b]Issues[/b]

I came across Theo's ex girlfriend yesterday too. You know what pisses me off....he gave her my screenname but he says it wasn't him....whatever. What the fuck can she do to me? I mean I've been with him for how many years and when she was with him they were like 12-13. Umm...get a life. Unless it was him trying to stress me out and piss me off so that way I'd spend more time talking to him. You know what, I need to vent to someone, and I feel like venting to someone who might understand my position....Jessie! Jessie if you happen to read this, get on sometime so I can annoy you with some stuff.


Renee