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| Maybe....Just Maybe |
| 05.27.04 (9:28 am) [edit] |
I don't know what else is on my mind but my new situation...
[b]Theo[/b]
Why do I give into him every single time? I should stop, I know it. I can't stop though. I always go back for more heartache and bullshit. I can't even stop myself, and I don't know how to stop myself anymore. I think I need someone so bad that I run back to him for comfort, even if it's not the comfort I need. I hurt inside, and I feel nothing but pain throughout my whole body. He hurts me so much. He makes me feel like shit, and he kills me inside. I love him so much and I don't know why anymore. I cry all of the time, and everytime we talk, I cry some more. He doesn't hear me, but I do. I'm giving into him...and I don't know how to fucking stop anymore.
[b]Issues[/b]
Theo is coming over because my family invited him. He's flying here in August, and he's spending two weeks with us. I don't know how to deal with it, and I'm scared. I want him back, but I want him gone at the same time. I don't get how my family can do this to me and think it's okay. We were together for so long with so many problems, and it didn't seem to matter. We made it through everything, but they got worse. Everything seems to get worse though you want it to get better. I hope everyone realizes that...It's not easy to realize and it's not easy to deal with.
Renee
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posted by: murder (reply)
post date: 05.27.04 (1:28 pm)
don't give innnn
posted by: Andrew (reply)
post date: 05.27.04 (1:32 pm)
Don't give in! You're better than that! He's only going to ruin your life, don't give in. You have us to give into!!!!
posted by: joelowns (reply)
post date: 05.27.04 (1:36 pm)
I agree with them, don't give in hun.---Joleen
posted by: cleo (reply)
post date: 05.27.04 (2:03 pm)
Renee, you are so much better than this, dont give into him if he will only make you miserable darling
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