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| Forgiven. |
| 06.21.04 (9:25 am) [edit] |
I've decided to forgive Joleen. Life is too short to hate anyone for dumb things. We've all done stupid things in our lives, and we just need others to forgive us for them. I've forgiven everyone else, so I have to forgive her too.
[b]Theo[/b]
We're doing very good. He's very busy today and tonight so I don't get to speak to him until tomorrow, which is fine by me. He needs his space too, and as long as he is doing something, then I'm not angry. I trust him though, I think. I don't know. I'm finding it hard to trust him. Everytime I do trust him, something goes wrong, and my heart is broken again. I think I should just give myself time to trust him. I don't need the hurting again. I can't live without him, and this is our last chance together. Well, we've said that many times. "This is your last chance.", blah blah blah. We always forgive eachother. With love, you have to learn to forgive eachother for even the dumbest and the most major of mistakes. If you can't forgive the one you truly love, then you will be lonely for the rest of your life. I can't imagine that even the most depressed person would want to be alone forever. Everyone needs someone to love them at one point.
[b]Issues[/b]
For once, I don't have too many issues. The major issue is the one I listed above, which is my trust issue. My other issue being that my best friend (here), she told me that she loves me. I don't know how to take that, honestly. I have no problem with lesbians, gay guys, anybody who likes anyone of the same sex. I'm just not like that. I don't know if I'm angry about it, upset about it, freaked out about it. She's my best friend, she's everything to me (friendwise) and I don't know if she understands that's all it is to me. I don't want her to feel like I'm leading her on, I don't want her to think that it's easy on me. It's just not. I hope no one thinks I'm a homophobic person or anything, it's just hard. I'm afraid that she's going to be angry with me for not feeling the same way.
Renee
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posted by: ScarlettGKPi (reply)
post date: 06.21.04 (9:47 am)
That makes you so much more of a wonderful person that you can forgive her. Sometimes I know personally that's the hardest thing.
posted by: xamined (reply)
post date: 06.21.04 (11:22 am)
Aww, you're so nice Renee. I'm sure your friend knows that you aren't like that and she'll realize that you just don't feel that way. I'm sure she'll get over it, it'll be ok.
posted by: Andrew (reply)
post date: 06.22.04 (9:52 am)
I miss you Renee! You're an awesome friend and an awesome person. Theo is lucky to have a wonderful person like you in his life. YOU LOOK GREAT!!! Andrew
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