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| Only You...MAKE ME FEEL...THE WAY THAT I DO... |
| 07.01.04 (10:05 am) [edit] |
I'm being driven to get another piercing. I'm debating where. I'm going to enjoy the pain right now. I need that pain to defeat the pain I'm experiencing right now. The feeling of betrayal, the feeling of hurt, the feeling of anger, all mixed into one. You try dealing with that.
[b]Theo...[/b]
My darling Theo, do you not recognize the pain I'm going through? My constant depression? My inevitable unhappiness? I'm torn apart inside. The only person I can relate to right now is Amanda. Theo doesn't see my pain, he doesn't see anything behind my sighs. He doesn't see anything behind my frown. His happiness only makes me feel worse about myself. I feel horrible just talking to him about all of my problems. I don't want to ruin him more than I already have. Thanks Amanda for understanding.
[b]Family[/b]
They've put me on my own probation in the family. They don't trust me all because they found an old bag of marijuana, wasn't even mine. It was all my friend Tabitha's. They don't believe me though, makes me feel even worse about myself. Makes me think if my parents can't even trust me or think the best of me, then I must not be that great. :(
Renee
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posted by: Andrew (reply)
post date: 07.01.04 (10:18 am)
Jesus Renee. I hope you and Amanda cheer up soon. I don't like seeing that you feel happy. I wish you did. Maybe you should talk to Theo about it. He can't be a mind reader. Andrew
posted by: gayWonder (reply)
post date: 07.01.04 (5:48 pm)
you need to vent and let this all out
posted by: joelowns (reply)
post date: 07.01.04 (6:28 pm)
Your parents need help. Parents can be so blind at times, they don't even care.---Joleen
posted by: xamined (reply)
post date: 07.02.04 (11:47 am)
Family blows, don't listen to them.
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