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| When Nothing's Gone Right...What Else Is There To Lose? |
| 08.10.04 (10:15 pm) [edit] |
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I'm losing the only thing that's real in my life. I lied to him, the only man I love, the only person who ever truly knew who I was, I lied to him. He found out, of course he did. He won't forgive me right now, he doesn't want me. He wants to break up. I didn't want it to be this way, I never wanted it to be this way. The pain running through me right now is making it so hard to type...it's making it so hard to breathe and I can't vent to anyone or anywhere else...I need to vent here. How do I prove to him I'm going to change what I did and make it better? How do you make a person want to be with you? I suppose you can't. It's killing me...he's my true love. I love Theo...I love him. How do I let go of that? How can I say I'm better off? I'm not, I never will be. I don't see how he could be...I love him, he loves me. We've been together for so long, it's not right when we're not together. It's not right when we're unhappy. It's not right...
Renee
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